"There are a thousand thoughts lying within a man that he does not know till he takes up a pen to write." --William Makepeace Thackeray

Finally and really finally March is about to be over.
Probably it doesnt seem much different but maybe for those who are sitting by the desk would be a torment.(that you can't flip over to the new month)

You would be glad at April and probably May.
When June comes along,you panick. Whatever happened to Jan,Feb,Mar,Apr and May?What happened to 2005,2004 and 1999?
It's only mid of 2006,gasp!And I'm turning 22 next month. (Oh..that's me)
But after a week or so,you probably forget about this whole trauma and then cont'd wishing that July comes and you cant wait for Christmas all over again.

*shrugs*

So what would I be doing by end of 2006?
Planning to switch line maybe. To justify myself and my pay.
Or would I take a short break cos' I need a month notice anyway.
Again I would had my patience testing me then.Would I be kind to myself to take a short break?
MY job aint that bad, the location's not too bad,the office could be better but that is not priority,the people are most of the time nice and the best thing is no bloody OT most of the time too.
But again it already irritating enough that my pay doesnt justify what I did and I need new challenges...maybe.

It's a little too early to plan anything right now. I would re-evaluate the whole thing when the time draws near.
It's not ripe yet.
So I would still stick to my job - Getting others a job that pays higher than mine.
It's ok,no sacarsm cos' it only goes to show that I am so damn capable!
Fiak!

In a mere few minutes,there seem to be thousand thoughts blowing in my mind.
And when I regained 'consciousness',they fleet.
Guess I spaced out again.

I admit I think alot. Sometimes it's toxicating.
But again I depended so much on my own to submerge above the water to breathe, it's would be dying not to think.
Great,I dunno what am I talking about.

It's like on my way to work. I looked at the people and the thoughts on my mind were:

Long hair.Short hair.Wavy hair.Spikey hair.Curly hair.Bad hair.Brown hair.Red hair.White hair.Highlighted hair.Abnormal hair.Advertisement hair.Dirty hair.Ugly hair.NO hair.

Pink shoes.Brown shoes.Black shoes.Covered shoes.Heely shoes.School shoes.Slippers.Ballet shoes.Funny shoes.Sport shoes.Running shoes.Soccer shoes.Golf shoes.Damaged shoes.

Fat.Tall.Skinny.Anorexic.Bulimic.Husky.Plump.Obese.Tweety bird.Kong ba pau.

Nice eyes.Big eyes.Round eyes.Where's eyes?Brown eyes.Grey eyes.Black eyes.Normal eyes.Coy eyes.Sheepish eyes.(moi!)

Tanned.Black.Fair.Yellowish.Orange.(skin colours.)

Model.Model gone wrong.Trying too hard.Calamity.

And blah blah blah.

I reached office.

So long March, till 365 days again!